how young is too young to get married

My eldest girl bears a contemplative approach to marriage. She worries that – for women at least – "Marriage is considered the finish of your story, you lot've met the right person, and that's going to solve everything, correct? Except, so often, information technology doesn't." Happily Ever Afterwards is for make-believe and fairytales.

Neither of my xx-something girls is married. My youngest believes getting married young means rushing. "What's the indicate? Things have changed, and you don't need to get married to live with somebody." She's right, especially when you're even so changing. "I wouldn't want to be attached to somebody while I'm still growing myself," she says. Her older sister is similarly adamant: "Romantic love isn't the elevation of all love. One person beingness your 'everything' is unsustainable. Nosotros demand other things, other experiences, other people, to grow." She doubts it would have lasted if she'd married the human being she was dating at 22. She wouldn't have made the friends she'south made, travelled to the places she's been. Her passport bears a slew of stamps: India, Italia, Republic of iceland. Were the Is representative of doing this for herself, I wondered? I hoped and so.

I had not adult the wise, measured philosophy of my daughters when I went hurtling towards union with the exuberance of a puppy unleashed. I was 22 when I announced to my mother that I was getting engaged. She didn't voice alarm, no high-pitched histrionics, just business concern: "Are y'all certain, love? You're very young." I paid no heed – she couldn't criticise what I was doing when she'd done the same. Which is exactly what my grandmother had washed earlier her when she followed my grandfather to India across a Europe rocked past war – with, I was told, a pistol in her pocket.

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I got married six months afterward on Apr Fool's Day. I had not spent the preceding weeks worrying about where my marriage would take me, or who'd be at that place to support me, or fifty-fifty what I'd practise. I had spent those weeks organising a wedding and practising my new signature with a flourish on the dorsum of my chequebook. Pessimists smirked at the irony of the appointment ("Information technology'll never last, she so young, he then wild"). I – perennial optimist – merely retrieve that it was the warmest one April in 21 years. The next day it snowed – not that I cared, I was off to a life of sunshine.

When my brother walked me downwardly the alley, my dad had been expressionless for 4 years – four years in which my mum suffered bouts of depression, moving the states from 1 side of the world to the other. I wonder now: was I running abroad from something? My eldest girl regards me with a raised eyebrow. "Don't you think lots of people are when they get married, Mum? I don't think you lot're unique in that." And I express mirth.

What if I'd been running to something, though, I ask? The African dwelling I'd left when Dad died, and one I hankered after from my London function (the sounds, the space, the scents, the dominicus. Oh God, the sun), and a fiancé who made me think of my father with his easy presence in the place I'd grown up. A reckless, hatless, sun-drenched, selfish beingness. Except that mum absolved me. "Go," she said. "Get." And so I did.

Possibly it was the "running to" that has sustained a wedlock of – now – more than 30 years. I knew what I was getting myself into. Our backgrounds were so like: muddy heritage, complicated histories, wild, rootless geography. We were friends with shared stories long earlier we were anything else to one another.

"Perhaps that's the trick," observes my eldest daughter. "Yous liked each other before you loved one another. Maybe that lasts longer?"

Mayhap.

The first years of my marriage were the hardest – we moved, and I didn't have enough to do. He was also busy. Nosotros were young and adrift, in an unfamiliar identify, no old friends or haunts as ballasts and anchors. There were rows and tears and threats to leave. But neither of us did. We dug in and kept going, and over time nosotros each branded our shape upon the other. We take get the non entirely perfect piece you're looking for to stop a puzzle, we're domestic dog-eared and tatty, a bit worn from forcing ourselves into a space that doesn't e'er fit comfortably, only a little wiggling and bending into shape, and nosotros get in that location in the end, slot into something like smoothness.

Sometimes my girls comment, "We hope we accept a matrimony like y'all and Dad." If I've given them the illusion of a happy matrimony – and information technology has been, more often than not (we learned to hiss rebuke and have our rows on a walk) – I don't want them to think information technology's been easy. No marriage is. I resist the urge to describe the give and take that enduring marriages are evidently founded on. That seems too formulaic. Marriage is messier than that, and formed of myriad moving parts and mercurial temperaments.

I was raised by a female parent who lived less by the proverb of having it all, (having it all hadn't been invented), and more by the doctrine of giving her all to what she had. She was a committed homemaker and a loyal, loving wife until the 24-hour interval Dad died. There was never anybody afterwards him. She said nobody would have compared when I asked once. But if I were to choose a mantra for my girls I wouldn't choose either of those – having it all, giving it your all. I'd tell them to make sure they knew their ain shape well before accommodating anybody else's. I'd tell them to baby-sit their own bureau fiercely, to grow their careers, forge excellent friendships. I'd tell them to travel independently. I'd urge them to build themselves as they build a support system. Non just because autonomous support systems are imperative to survive spousal relationship anyway, but too but in case; nigh half of marriages finish in divorce.

When my daughter concludes, "I remember you were lucky, Mum," I call back she is right – not just because I ended upward with the gars that seems to fit me and he I. Just because in my youthful haste to skip down the aisle and hope undying love, I had neglected to fashion the safety cyberspace I at present urge my girls to weave for themselves. I'k lucky I haven't needed it.

Before I got married, the pistol-toting grandmother sagely advised, when I asked how she'd known my grandfather was the human for her. "Don't think you can't live without him – recall, can you live with him?"

And I knew I could, fifty-fifty if I didn't know myself that well yet.

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